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		wTuesday, December 31, 2002
		darth sheep: aloha Poshygrl24: hey darth sheep: WAT R UP Poshygrl24: watchin tv Poshygrl24: u? darth sheep: same Poshygrl24: wt watchin darth sheep: conan Poshygrl24: why!? lol darth sheep: cuz conan rocks darth sheep: ! Poshygrl24: n0 darth sheep: no?! Poshygrl24: no. darth sheep: fool darth sheep: my pizza will be done at 1:03 Poshygrl24: cool. Poshygrl24: u ordering it? or is it defrosted pizza lol darth sheep: defrosted Poshygrl24: what kind darth sheep: stoufers french bread veggie Poshygrl24: lol darth sheep: its good! Poshygrl24: i bet Poshygrl24: it sounds yummy darth sheep: yummers Poshygrl24: yummier than conan! darth sheep: conan is super yummy Poshygrl24: no. darth sheep: have you even tasted him! Poshygrl24: no but i bet u have darth sheep: i have Poshygrl24: ew did he taste like chicken darth sheep: he tastes like an irishman Poshygrl24: gross darth sheep: you dont know what you are missing Poshygrl24: its ok...ill stick with oatmeal and pizza darth sheep: that all you eat? Poshygrl24: sometimes darth sheep: sometimes Poshygrl24: si senor darth sheep: oatmeal on top of pizza? Poshygrl24: no Poshygrl24: oatmeal on top of applesauce darth sheep: hmmmmm darth sheep: with sugar? Poshygrl24: yummy Poshygrl24: no its cinnamon sugar oatmeal darth sheep: ah darth sheep: do you add more cinnamon and sugar to it? Poshygrl24: no darth sheep: why?! Poshygrl24: well if im paying for the convenience of buying pre cinnamonsugared oatmeal why would i go ou tof my way to do it myself? darth sheep: you cant just have average oatmeal darth sheep: you have to have SUPER OATMEAL Poshygrl24: thats why i buy flavored oatmeal darth sheep: yeah but everyone else that buys that same kind is getting the same flavor, and you dont feel you deserve extra flavor?! Poshygrl24: i put it on applesauce and eat it with bananas and graham crackers darth sheep: interesting Poshygrl24: yes. posted by Some Ceen at 1:08 PM

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		ok. i just got ur message...and no i didnt hear the phone ring it was on silent cuz i was talking to my dad....but anyway,here's what i think: 1-the situation with bill is somethin you'll never understand. he and i have always had this 'thing' i dont know how to describe it,but its just there and we both know it. i wouldnt say we like each other,its just hard to explain. but we've been really tight since 4th grade and just because i dont see him a lot or just because he's changed a lot doesnt mean im just going to drop him as a friend. im not as shallow as people think,if he does drugs and gets involved in shit like that,thats his deal. im not going to judge him by it. because he's my friend and thats all there is to it. the kiss thing was just something that happened...im not messing with him,or looking for him as a boyfriend or potential hookup--its not like that. i cant explain it. its just there. i dont care if you approve or not,he's my friend and im not gonna forget about him just because you and other people dont like him. 2-the thing with matt is complicated. what you need to know is when i fall for someone,i dont get over them easily. it takes a lot of time,a lot of talking,and a lot of heartache sometimes but its just a pattern i go through. when you said you and i are completely opposite,its not just about clothes or taste in guys/girls...its like,you start liking someone and start persuing them most of the time cuz they either like you first and you just see it as 'well if they like me i should like them back maybe we'll go out or get closer as friends' or maybe like 'i like this person but its pointless so ill just stop'. maybe im just imagining it,i dont know. but u gotta understand that i fell for him,no im not in love with him,but i have feelings for him,i cant describe it,but its there. and i dont appreciate when you and harry and everyone else make rude comments about him and bill, and everyone else because it hurts me to think that you try to pass it off as caring for me but if u cared,you'd want me to be happy. and today,hanging out with him was what could make me happy. and it also really pisses me off that you and harry took the liberty of telling my mom that bill and matt are 'bad people' and i shouldnt be allowed to hang out with them. because of course she's gonna believe what you guys are saying cuz you dont like him and neither does she. but did she ever get to know either of them? no. cuz her first impression of matt was what you guys were constantly saying. she got to know you harry sean and mike and knows that you guys are good people and all that stuff,but she never got to knew matt and i feel like she doesnt even wanna bother cuz you guys constantly remind her of how much you hate him and how much i should too....im just sick of it....... 3-the one other thing that really REALLY bothers me is how everyone is constantly trying to make decisions for me and dictate how i should live. im sick of the curfews,sick of being told how to act,when to eat,when to wake up,what to do,who to hang out with...the list goes on and on. for once in my life i need to be free--free from all the rules,free from everyone else's opinions. i need to start making my own decisions...so thats what im going to do. sure i might slowly be veering into a rebellious stage..but i didnt get there on my own. day by day,my parents,my sisters,even my friends are slowly pushing me to the border and i've had enough of it. im determined to change,and if it takes a little getting in trouble,and pissing a few people off...then so be it. 4-when i blew up at everyone today,yeah i know you guys automatically assumed i was either completely insane or pmsing....and it was neither. its was all these bottled up emotions that i had to get out of my system...its something that just happens to me,its a vicious cycle i cant escape. when i start hangin around people all the time,the little things start aggravating me and all of a sudden im frustrated,angry,and screaming at the top of my lungs. even to my mom. i never fight with my mom. but these past few weeks everythings been so damn tense and i refuse to keep on living like everythings peachy..because it definately is not. i just have to let people know how i feel before it causes permanent damage...i'd rather have a bunch of people pissed off at me for 2 weeks than have a bunch of people pissed off at me forever because i never told them what was bothering me. and so this is what im doing. im telling you whats bothering me. and if you dont agree with my decisions,then i respect that because youre entitled to your own opinion. but when you and everyone else try and convince me that what i think is wrong and what you think is right,thats when i get annoyed and angry. anyway,i just had to get that off my chest. i hope you understand. posted by Some Ceen at 12:19 AM

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		enjoy :-) posted by Some Ceen at 12:19 AM

		wMonday, December 30, 2002
		darth sheep: howdy Poshygrl24: SEANNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! darth sheep: sir Poshygrl24: whats up bra darth sheep: nada Poshygrl24: superdeduper darth sheep: playin find the stuff from the night before Poshygrl24: haha darth sheep: fun game Poshygrl24: hehe Poshygrl24: did u pass out in mikes car at mattress giant? darth sheep: apparently Poshygrl24: lol darth sheep: past the beer i cannot remember anything Poshygrl24: hehe darth sheep: except mattress giant puking session and the difficulty of locked doors Poshygrl24: ahhhhhh lol Poshygrl24: u puked htere? Poshygrl24: what about at wendys darth sheep: its right next to wendys darth sheep: but i dont remember wendys darth sheep: so i might have Poshygrl24: mike said y'all got food there Poshygrl24: lol darth sheep: oh darth sheep: i wonder what i had Poshygrl24: lol darth sheep: what time did you leave Poshygrl24: ummm 9 45? i told mike to tell u i said bye cuz i didnt know where u went lol darth sheep: o posted by Some Ceen at 2:00 PM

		wSunday, December 29, 2002
		Poshygrl24: hey Number1Stunn69: hello Poshygrl24: whats up Number1Stunn69: nothin u Poshygrl24: same Number1Stunn69: cool Number1Stunn69: so yeah wut the fcuk Number1Stunn69: fuck* Poshygrl24: ? Number1Stunn69: where is my pic Poshygrl24: i sent it!! Number1Stunn69: hahaha Number1Stunn69: funny Poshygrl24: wasnt it? lol Number1Stunn69: i thought u were gona do it Poshygrl24: hehe :-P Number1Stunn69: y not Number1Stunn69: cause u dont trust me at all do u Poshygrl24: no thats not it Number1Stunn69: then wut Poshygrl24: its cuz i really couldnt do it..my webcam doesnt work and i couldnt do it in alis room....and its just really hard to take a good pic of urself Number1Stunn69: sure Poshygrl24: swear Number1Stunn69: come on just send me one pic Poshygrl24: i cantttttttttttt Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: yyyyyyyyyeeeeeeesssssssssss uuuuuuuuu ccccccccaaaaaannnnnnnnn Poshygrl24: no. Poshygrl24: shit if i sign off its cuz my mom is sleepin in my room so i prolly wont come back on...so then ill ttyl cuz i cant use the phone cuz she'll hear me... Poshygrl24: bye posted by Some Ceen at 11:28 PM

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		i felt like sucha pussy tho....drinkin the pussiest drink and feelin shitty....lol. how was the beach? i heard ur calls this mornin i jus didnt have the energy to answer...i was soooo freakin tired still this morning i almost ran into a wall (again) lol. im fully awake now though. i might hang out w/matt today,but idk yet. um...yeah. ew did sarah tell u about kristen's bunnies? (my moms friend from last night) yeah a dog attacked them and rabbit pieces were all over the back porch.....EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW posted by Some Ceen at 2:42 PM

		wSaturday, December 28, 2002
		YOU are. i cant walk straight i feel like a pussy....ali and i were so close to running into a wall...or each other i dont remember...i passed out on her bed im so tired....i peed when i went home so did she....then i slept and woke up. i feel so shitty cuz im so tired im livin off 4 hrs of sleep and not to mention im freeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzing so yeah. ill call u tomm posted by Some Ceen at 11:54 PM

		wFriday, December 27, 2002
		I REALLY COULDNT TELL YA~! um yeah but i got my phone back,but for the daytime only....GAYYYYYYYY posted by Some Ceen at 12:49 PM

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		my mom is so gay she took away my phone and my cell phone cuz she caught me on the phone and was pissed that i didnt want her sleepin in my room and now shes threatening me that shes gonna start checking up on me every night to make sure im asleep and shes gonna make me give her my cell phone every night.....I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE. sry i jus needed to vent...its shower time though...ttyl posted by Some Ceen at 12:09 AM

		wWednesday, December 25, 2002
		im sowwie. i warned u posted by Some Ceen at 11:42 PM

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		dad=evil bastard who likes to take his misery out on us by placing us under house arrest. im sneakin out on new years. keke!!!!!!! lol posted by Some Ceen at 3:34 PM

		wTuesday, December 24, 2002
		flipskater1237: Do I look ulgy to you? Poshygrl24: si senor flipskater1237: hi Poshygrl24: hi flipskater1237: whats up Poshygrl24: ur dick flipskater1237: not yet Poshygrl24: later? flipskater1237: yes mam flipskater1237: I come to eat, not to play bingo, sally. Poshygrl24: me too flipskater1237: It's all about the gross national product. Poshygrl24: no its not flipskater1237: Talk to me little boy. flipskater1237: I have legs, twice. Poshygrl24: i am not your bitch flipskater1237: I sleep on a bed of meat. Poshygrl24: i sleep on YOUR meat flipskater1237: do ya now? Poshygrl24: si senor flipskater1237: ohhh flipskater1237: okay flipskater1237: What if i were to ask you a hypothetical question? flipskater1237: do you have any children? Poshygrl24: Si senor flipskater1237: I have about 6 myself Poshygrl24: thats it? flipskater1237: yes flipskater1237: "The machine of the future" said nicholas. Poshygrl24: So far I have spent my winter break taking down bad guys and romancing international beauties. flipskater1237: whats that supposed to mean? Poshygrl24: what the hell do you think it means?!?! flipskater1237: it means ur all playa playa Poshygrl24: si senor flipskater1237: Please leave this cat here with me. Poshygrl24: is it a hairless pussy? flipskater1237: yea Poshygrl24: sometimes flipskater1237: How about a Rhetorical question? Poshygrl24: shoot flipskater1237: do u shave ? Poshygrl24: si senor flipskater1237: YOUR FACE flipskater1237: hzhahaa' Poshygrl24: sometimes flipskater1237: i know u dont shave ur armpits Poshygrl24: i get my boyfriend to do it for me Poshygrl24: im too lazy flipskater1237: thats so gross Poshygrl24: YOU are flipskater1237: i would never shave anyones armpits flipskater1237: im not flipskater1237: Am I right about the hotdog? Poshygrl24: u like the stubbly feeling flipskater1237: nope flipskater1237: i shave Poshygrl24: dont lie buster flipskater1237: Give me onions, or give me death. Poshygrl24: death of course flipskater1237: nope flipskater1237: i bit an onion once Poshygrl24: want a cookie? flipskater1237: are u really gonna gie me eone? Poshygrl24: ill give u a cherry on top too flipskater1237: okay flipskater1237: can i come over ad get it? flipskater1237: Slut count! Poshygrl24: tonight flipskater1237: okay flipskater1237: Take my other pants. Poshygrl24: ill take em all flipskater1237: noooooo flipskater1237: Do you talk to the cheese? Poshygrl24: i AM the cheese flipskater1237: u are the cheese Poshygrl24: the big,FAT stinking cheese Poshygrl24: dont ever forget it either flipskater1237: Do you have mustard stains on your chin, fatty? Poshygrl24: i have mustard on my tie Poshygrl24: i need to SHOUT it out Poshygrl24: brb flipskater1237: okay posted by Some Ceen at 4:16 PM

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		nothin! yay! posted by Some Ceen at 3:31 PM

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		i can see that... haha last night at like 12 30,matt sent me a msg 'i wish i was with you' lol. he called me twice at like 1:30 but i was sleepin :-( oh yeah im not grounded,so far. so...ima take advantage of it lol posted by Some Ceen at 9:01 AM

		wSunday, December 22, 2002
		Poshygrl24: hi. Number1Stunn69: hey Number1Stunn69: so Poshygrl24: so what Number1Stunn69: thia is how i feel Number1Stunn69: i feel like u dont like me any more is that true Poshygrl24: no Poshygrl24: why do you think that Number1Stunn69: then y the fuck do u play it off lik u do Number1Stunn69: cause u dont give a fuck bout me Poshygrl24: thats NOT true Number1Stunn69: its true we always talk bout this yet nothin changes Number1Stunn69: yes it is Number1Stunn69: u never want to fuckin chill Poshygrl24: we do a lot of talking,and nothing ever changes... Number1Stunn69: y is that Poshygrl24: i do want to hang out...u just dont understand Number1Stunn69: its u not me Number1Stunn69: i'm the one who calls i'm the one who makes the plans Number1Stunn69: yet u dont give a shit Poshygrl24: well i feel like you dont care about me and u only call me when u want to hook up....cuz we never talk and when we do we just fight Number1Stunn69: r u kiddin me Number1Stunn69: i only call u to hook up Number1Stunn69: u think i dont care bout u Number1Stunn69: thats funny Poshygrl24: maybe not but u give that impression sometimes.....u call me like at 10:00 and wanna hang out...u want me to sneak out all this shit Number1Stunn69: u act like such a bitch to me all the time Poshygrl24: because i dont get you....at all Number1Stunn69: so that means i want to hook up Number1Stunn69: i cant just want to see u no Number1Stunn69: cause u always look at the negative in things Number1Stunn69: alsways Number1Stunn69: wut the fuck dont u get Poshygrl24: well i dont know what you want. and whenever we're hanging out it seems like you dont wanna talk u dont wanna do anything. at school u dont even talk to me and whenever we try to talk theres nothing to talk about. we have nothing in common,nothing to talk about but how much we dont know what the hell is going on Number1Stunn69: ok then do u just want to end this between us? Poshygrl24: i really cant answer that question...cuz i dont know what i want anymore Number1Stunn69: no answer it Poshygrl24: but i have a feeling you do,so if u want to then go ahead Number1Stunn69: this is y i kinda do cuase u r the hardest person to talk to Number1Stunn69: how can we get to kno eachother by just talkin at school for like a totally of 10 mins Number1Stunn69: max Number1Stunn69: the reason y i wanted to come over is cause i wanted to talk with u Poshygrl24: but im not like this with anyone else...thats one thing i dont get. i have the hardest time talking to you. i dont even know why... and of course i wanna talk to you for more than 10 min a day but its so freakin difficult. we have NOTHING to talk about Number1Stunn69: cause u arent close Number1Stunn69: casue u never ever want to chill Number1Stunn69: and talk Number1Stunn69: we* Poshygrl24: i do. but i feel like if i just wanna talk youll get annoyed with me Number1Stunn69: u kno wut your problem is Poshygrl24: like on friday...i got really pissed off because you called me at like 9:30 and wanted to hang out and i told u i couldnt do anything cuz i had to be home an hour later and then u asked if i could sneak out....and then i kept telling myself that you didnt care about me and you were just being selfish,wanting me to sneak out and risk getting grounded just to hang out for like 30 min or whatever Poshygrl24: what Number1Stunn69: you always assume things that arents tru Poshygrl24: well its kind of hard not to Number1Stunn69: y the fuck u say that Poshygrl24: because. theres like NO communication whatsoever beyond all the fighting and stuff like that...the fighting doesnt even bother me at all anymore,at least we're talking..but when was the last time we actually had a normal conversation? september? october? Number1Stunn69: y the fuck do u always got to be a bitch Poshygrl24: im not trying to be a freakin bitch! god see this is what i get for trying to tell you how i feel...you think im being a fucking bitch Number1Stunn69: i 'm try to save wutever we got left and u r pissin it away with stupid comments Poshygrl24: no. im trying to tell you how i feel. Poshygrl24: and you think im being a fucking bitch Number1Stunn69: so u feel that we havent had a conversation in too months Number1Stunn69: yeah Number1Stunn69: u r so fuckin hard headed Poshygrl24: well honestly,you cant tell me that things havent been awkward whenever we're together Number1Stunn69: no cause i aint the one that is neverous Number1Stunn69: when we r together Poshygrl24: that has NOTHING to do with it...and when you say shit like that it makes me feel like you dont give to shits about me cuz you just sit there making fun of me Number1Stunn69: u cant even look me in the eye when u talk Number1Stunn69: o thats wut u think im doin Number1Stunn69: yeah thats my goal in life to make fun of u Number1Stunn69: wutever Poshygrl24: well what else am i supposed to think? am i supposed to just sit there and take it and pretend that everythings ok Number1Stunn69: but i aint makin fun of u Number1Stunn69: so theres nothin to tke Number1Stunn69: take* Number1Stunn69: but think wut u want Poshygrl24: well when you make dumb comments like that it hurts my feelings cuz i feel like you dont care about me...not at all Number1Stunn69: well i fuckin do Number1Stunn69: if i didnt i wouldnt sit here and waste my time Number1Stunn69: aswer this have u every once made plans to chill Poshygrl24: no Number1Stunn69: y is that Number1Stunn69: cause u dont care Poshygrl24: i dont know. and dont try and tell me its because i dont like you,or because i dont care cuz thats not how it is at all Number1Stunn69: so wut the fuck is it Poshygrl24: i dont know! if i knew dont you think i would tell you? Number1Stunn69: is it bout that hookin up shit Poshygrl24: what Number1Stunn69: how u said u dont want to hook up Poshygrl24: thats not why i dont make plans to hang out with you....that might be why i act distant sometimes cuz i still dont see why you'd waste your time with me when you could be with someone else who would hook up w/u or whatever...but i really cant explain why i dont make plans with you or any of that other stuff..i dont even know why im like that...i would tell you if i knew,but i dont know posted by Some Ceen at 11:14 PM

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		Poshygrl24: hey Pt78LINK: hey Poshygrl24: whats up Pt78LINK: recouperating Pt78LINK: you? Poshygrl24: bored...u get a lotta shit for last night? Pt78LINK: i did , but i was expecting it Pt78LINK: i feel bad cause i made everyone drive all the way out there and everything Poshygrl24: yeah Poshygrl24: what'd u tell the cops Pt78LINK: it was all good untill the dog hit. they said they would have let us stay cause the dockmaster knew i worked on it and as long as we werent vandalizing we were ok Poshygrl24: did the dog find anything? Pt78LINK: yea, but not everything Poshygrl24: just drugs? Pt78LINK: alot of people brought some, just weed Poshygrl24: yeah....is that all u got in trouble for? Pt78LINK: thats why i told you all to go when i did, i didnt want everyone there when they found it Poshygrl24: yeah Pt78LINK: its not over for me yet....i still have to deal with the owner Poshygrl24: did u get in trouble w/the cops? or just ur parents Poshygrl24: yeah do u think ur gonna get fired Pt78LINK: i dont know... Poshygrl24: damn that sux Poshygrl24: are ur parents pissed Pt78LINK: its not like i actually did any work on the boat though anyway, i just brought girls back there to hook up and then charged them for it, lol Poshygrl24: what? Pt78LINK: i just said i aired it out or something and the owner would pay me for keeping it clean Poshygrl24: haha Poshygrl24: but u charged ppl? wtf Pt78LINK: not people, the owners Pt78LINK: for doing work on thier boat Poshygrl24: oh! lol Pt78LINK: like, if i was bored or something i used to get a few of my friends together and we would go spend the night down there watching movies and making popcorn or something. but not alot of people, just like 2 guys and 2 girls, or a double date or something Poshygrl24: aw cute Pt78LINK: did you get in any trouble? Poshygrl24: nope Pt78LINK: really? howd you pull that one off? Poshygrl24: on the way home,these guys were throwin shit at harrys car so we stopped so he could make a police report so we told our dad thats y we were late Pt78LINK: did that really happen? Poshygrl24: yes Pt78LINK: i hate that city..... Pt78LINK: hows his car? Poshygrl24: yeah me too Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: he got a couple of dents in the side Pt78LINK: damn Poshygrl24: yea posted by Some Ceen at 7:54 PM

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		good p0int...about chris...and sean knows ur right,once again,and he feels the need to shove it in ur face that ur wrong,even thought ur right. SEAN CAN SUCK MY FUCKING COCK posted by Some Ceen at 3:32 PM

		wFriday, December 20, 2002
		omg ur so funny....ok the hair and eyes and innocent look might go.....BUT her boobs are bigger lol posted by Some Ceen at 3:46 PM

		wThursday, December 19, 2002
		it wont boost my ego.....tell me. cuz honestly i dont see it. lol posted by Some Ceen at 8:40 PM

		wWednesday, December 18, 2002
		rastamelodies: its not that mr davis doesnt have to be there, hes legally not supposed to be there Poshygrl24: hes not really coaching though...its more like supervising ppl who are workin out so they dont hurt themselves rastamelodies: exactly, so why call him a shitty coach Poshygrl24: cuz...he just shows up one day,and half of the ppl there have never lifted weights or anything and he was bitchin and whinin cuz ppl were doin shit wrong rastamelodies: cuz thats what coaches are suppose to do rastamelodies: all coaches can do is bitch and wine and show u the way, you're the one that has to follow through they can make you do anything Poshygrl24: forget it its not worth arguing over rastamelodies: i jus dont like ur view on things, its very sugarcoated, but ur right its not worth arguing over Poshygrl24: well i dont like ur view on things...its always your way and everyone else is wrong. rastamelodies: lol, ok rastamelodies: if u only knew how many times ive said im wrong, but u dont cuz i dont talk to you, b/c all u do is complain about people and things, thats why i get angry at you, thats why everyone else does Poshygrl24: ur the ONLY one who is constantly mad at me...everyone else seems to have some level of maturity and doesnt hold grudges over stupid shit rastamelodies: dinner posted by Some Ceen at 8:04 PM

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		yeah he is...hes fuckin useless...and dawsons creek is a rerun..im sure u havent seen it tho so watch it if u cant sleep hahaha posted by Some Ceen at 6:29 PM

		wTuesday, December 17, 2002
		iight posted by Some Ceen at 7:37 PM

		wMonday, December 16, 2002
		Poshygrl24: hey Number1Stunn69: hello Number1Stunn69: u sick Poshygrl24: nah i needed sleep...lol i didnt wake up on time so i jus stayed home and slept lol Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: o i c Poshygrl24: yeah Number1Stunn69: yo sis said u felt like shit Poshygrl24: how was school Poshygrl24: yeah i did tho Number1Stunn69: sucked Poshygrl24: jus exhausted and tired and stuff Poshygrl24: yeah school is a waste of time...its too damn boring Number1Stunn69: yeah it is Poshygrl24: grrr Number1Stunn69: so Poshygrl24: what u doin Number1Stunn69: wut u did all day Poshygrl24: slept...did some stuff w/my mom Poshygrl24: did u work out after school Number1Stunn69: yup Poshygrl24: cool Number1Stunn69: yeah Poshygrl24: yeah...im really friggin bored Number1Stunn69: so Number1Stunn69: your g Number1Stunn69: ay Poshygrl24: nah Poshygrl24: u are Number1Stunn69: na Poshygrl24: ok Poshygrl24: we're both str8 Number1Stunn69: so u comin tomm Poshygrl24: to school? Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: no u are bi and i m str8 Number1Stunn69: hahahahahaha Number1Stunn69: j/k Poshygrl24: yeah i think so..i dont wanna though! lol i get more done at home..school is such a useless waste of time Poshygrl24: keep tellin urself that Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: i will Poshygrl24: ok Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: keep tryin to figure out the true Number1Stunn69: hahaha Poshygrl24: u dont really think i am do u Number1Stunn69: r u Poshygrl24: nah Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: i dont care i rther u be Poshygrl24: whys that Number1Stunn69: dont kno i think its cool Poshygrl24: ok Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: as long as u like me more Poshygrl24: even if i was,i dont like any chicks so i definately like u more lol Number1Stunn69: so u could like a girl more than me Poshygrl24: never Number1Stunn69: sure Poshygrl24: i swear :-P Number1Stunn69: u kno u would hook up wit a girl Poshygrl24: maybe Poshygrl24: id rather hook up w/a guy tho Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: if u were horny and a girl was sleepin ova and she wanted to hook up u would\| Number1Stunn69: yeah u would Poshygrl24: i dont know about that Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: id rather hook up w/a guy anytime Number1Stunn69: just me i hope Poshygrl24: hehe Number1Stunn69: wut does that mean Number1Stunn69: u dont like me anymore Poshygrl24: im jus playin...lol im not hookin up w/anyone else lol Poshygrl24: are u? Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: no y said i only want to be with u Poshygrl24: hehe ok Number1Stunn69: i guess u forgot Poshygrl24: nah im jus checkin Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: u dont like me Poshygrl24: yeah i do Number1Stunn69: i can tell u dont Poshygrl24: wtf?! Poshygrl24: what makes u say that Number1Stunn69: wut the fuck yeah its tru Poshygrl24: no its really not...i like u i wouldnt lie Number1Stunn69: i just feel like its one way Poshygrl24: u do? Poshygrl24: im sorry Number1Stunn69: na forget it Poshygrl24: i thought you'd be sick of me by now anyway lol Number1Stunn69: i just feel like u dont really like me that and that u cant tell me that u dont Poshygrl24: i really do like u...and i dont know why u dont believe me... Number1Stunn69: i dont kno Number1Stunn69: w/e Poshygrl24: if it comes off that i dont like u then im sorry..cuz i dont mean it like that at all Number1Stunn69: i kno its just i never feel like u do Number1Stunn69: i beleive u Number1Stunn69: but idont kno Number1Stunn69: its just like little stuff Poshygrl24: maybe i just dont express my feelings well....or maybe just not in the way you'd like Number1Stunn69: come on u kno u dont express your feelins to me al all Number1Stunn69: and i not tryin to sound like a dick Poshygrl24: no i kinda see where ur coming from Number1Stunn69: somtimes i get the feelin that u dont wanna hang out when i ask u Poshygrl24: but maybe i just dont show my feelings the way u want me to..so u think i dont like u or somethin Number1Stunn69: but u dont show me any feelins Number1Stunn69: u got to admit Poshygrl24: i can see that Number1Stunn69: dont get mad Number1Stunn69: i'm just talkin to u Poshygrl24: im not mad at all Number1Stunn69: alright Poshygrl24: at least we're talking..lol i hate not havin somethin to talk about Number1Stunn69: me too Poshygrl24: yeah Number1Stunn69: so can i ask u question Poshygrl24: sure Number1Stunn69: u cant think that all i want is to hook up Number1Stunn69: i hope u kno that i really like u Number1Stunn69: u got to answer the ? Number1Stunn69: ok Poshygrl24: thats how it seems....lol but only cuz theres never anything to talk about unless we're talkin about hookin up or somethin Poshygrl24: ok Number1Stunn69: it might be a dumb ? but i think a good one Poshygrl24: ok Number1Stunn69: thats how wut seems Poshygrl24: its prolly why i think u jus wanna hook up Poshygrl24: maybe im looking into it too much lol Number1Stunn69: no wut does this mean that u wrote thats how it seems Poshygrl24: oh. that u jus wanna hook up Poshygrl24: but i dont know if i still think tht Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: i dont know what to think anymore Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: wut the fuck Number1Stunn69: i cant beleive u Poshygrl24: im sorry...its just... Number1Stunn69: no fuck it Poshygrl24: nevermind its gay Number1Stunn69: i dont wanna talk Poshygrl24: im sorry...its just hard trying to understand what the hell is going on Poshygrl24: no stop it Poshygrl24: i hate when u do that Number1Stunn69: i cant believe u said after all i've said Number1Stunn69: na i'm really upset Poshygrl24: well what else am i supposed to think..i dont even know whats going on w/us anymore Number1Stunn69: well i hope that we r talkin Number1Stunn69: and i only want to be with u Poshygrl24: im not mad at u..i hope ur not mad at me Number1Stunn69: but i guess you'll never fuckin believe me Number1Stunn69: i am Poshygrl24: im sorry matt..i really am Number1Stunn69: i cant believe u still think that Poshygrl24: i dont know if i still believe that...maybe i just say that cuz i dont know what else to think Number1Stunn69: please tell me now wut i got to do to prove to u that i realy truely like u Number1Stunn69: please Poshygrl24: ok. theres one thing that still makes me doubt that u like me Number1Stunn69: wut Poshygrl24: but i hafta get off the computer cuz my mom is yellin at me so can i call u Number1Stunn69: ok posted by Some Ceen at 11:08 PM

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		im sorry. im not a very entertaining person...lol posted by Some Ceen at 9:19 PM

		wSunday, December 15, 2002
		cuz i was wondering what troupe she was with....and forget about alex .shes useless posted by Some Ceen at 4:35 PM

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		what school does amber go to posted by Some Ceen at 9:29 AM

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		for once. hahahahahahaha. lol posted by Some Ceen at 9:29 AM

		wSaturday, December 14, 2002
		dont do anything. cuz if shes starting to show signs of liking you..(sry to burst ur bubble..)..but shes either just using you for rides and shit or shes just like that w/everyone. cuz i know she doesnt like you like THAT...but she acts like it. but she acts like it w/everyone else so i dont see how u could see anything in the future.......... oh yeah i saw amber at ITS and talked to her for a few mins....jus thought id tell ya lol posted by Some Ceen at 10:07 PM

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		jahduBstylee: you had to bench 45 poiunds?!!?!?!? jahduBstylee: oh my god jahduBstylee: isnt that the bar? Poshygrl24: shut up Poshygrl24: im a virgin weightlifter.....i wasnt expecting to fully exert myself on the first day jahduBstylee: hahahaha jahduBstylee: did you r sister make it home alive? Poshygrl24: yuh jahduBstylee: wow jahduBstylee: i saw law run 2 or 3 reds Poshygrl24: wasnt ali drivin jahduBstylee: i dunno jahduBstylee: maybe it was ali that ran the reds... Poshygrl24: lol posted by Some Ceen at 1:01 AM

		wThursday, December 12, 2002
		DOLFANsince1985: SPAZZZZZ DOLFANsince1985: hes a weirrddddd kid DOLFANsince1985: like a GIANT 2 year old...maybe worse DOLFANsince1985: "whatever whatever i dont care whatever. fuck this fuck that fuck this fuck you" Poshygrl24: yes DOLFANsince1985: its incapable of an intelligent conversation DOLFANsince1985: its like yelling at a little kid almost DOLFANsince1985: u didnt want to tell him something so he freaked Poshygrl24: yeAH...he does that ALL the freakin time Poshygrl24: and i dont wanna tell him cuz i know he'll spaz out again DOLFANsince1985: u dont get along cause ur not completely honest DOLFANsince1985: but if u dont mind me asking - why are you so shy DOLFANsince1985: ...by the way i dont think its bad at all Poshygrl24: he's not completely honest either....so why should i be? what am i supposed to do? come right out and say 'sorry if u want head keep dreaming cuz thats really gross and theres no way in hell im putting my mouth on ur shrivled,piss covered 2 incher ' DOLFANsince1985: but thats fonny, u should day it to him for fun DOLFANsince1985: then say it was sarah Poshygrl24: haha Poshygrl24: thats a good idea posted by Some Ceen at 12:46 AM

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		Number1Stunn69: sup cutie Poshygrl24: hey Poshygrl24: i was jus thinkin about how i havent talked to u in awhile lol Number1Stunn69: wut u doin Poshygrl24: watchin dawsons creek Poshygrl24: u? Number1Stunn69: o Number1Stunn69: me too Poshygrl24: what'd u do after school today Number1Stunn69: worked out Number1Stunn69: that this gym Number1Stunn69: u Number1Stunn69: go to track Poshygrl24: yeah Poshygrl24: im 10 times more sore than i was earlier Number1Stunn69: good answer Number1Stunn69: want me to come over and rub all your soreness out Number1Stunn69: hahahaha Number1Stunn69: y aint u talkin Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: r u mad at me or somthuin Poshygrl24: nope..not at all Poshygrl24: y would i be Number1Stunn69: cause u aint ttalkin Poshygrl24: sry i went to do somethin Number1Stunn69: o Number1Stunn69 signed off at 11:10:56 PM. Number1Stunn69 signed on at 11:11:29 PM. Number1Stunn69: hello Poshygrl24: yeah..are you mad at me? Number1Stunn69: no Poshygrl24: ok Number1Stunn69: so u goin to track tomm Poshygrl24: no Number1Stunn69: y pussy Poshygrl24: 1-too sore, 2-no ones really going, 3-i have rehearsal Number1Stunn69: come i'll be there Poshygrl24: maybe ill stop by after rehearsal lol Number1Stunn69: 1 your a sissy 2 your a sissy 3 your a sissy Number1Stunn69: hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha Poshygrl24: why am i a sissy?! lol Number1Stunn69: cause u just r Number1Stunn69: thats y Poshygrl24: why? hehe Poshygrl24: thats not a good answer Number1Stunn69: sure it is Poshygrl24: hmmmmm im thinkin no Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: plus u are i sissy when we chill together Poshygrl24: no see,theres where youre wrong Poshygrl24: theres a difference between being shy and being a sissy lol Number1Stunn69: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm im thinkin yes Poshygrl24: wrong again Number1Stunn69: u dont even let mer touch u Poshygrl24: shut up matt Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: me* Number1Stunn69: ok Poshygrl24: no really dont Number1Stunn69: its tru Poshygrl24: not entirely Number1Stunn69: fine Poshygrl24: what Number1Stunn69: so am i aloud to touch u if u i see u this weekend Poshygrl24: sure Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: whatever you want Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: this might sound weird but listen Poshygrl24: k Number1Stunn69: i think to get rid of u being shy we should chill more and maybe hook up cause that is wut makes u shy Number1Stunn69: dont think that all i want is to hook up Number1Stunn69: i will be mad Number1Stunn69: thats wut i think Number1Stunn69: so u tell me if im right Poshygrl24: i think youre right....partially....i know the reason im shy (well,most of it) is because i dont really hook up w/ppl a lot so its just kind of...weird i guess Number1Stunn69: i kno and i think to solve that is to hook up more Number1Stunn69: with me Number1Stunn69: not like sex Number1Stunn69: or anyuthin but Number1Stunn69: more than kiss u get wut im tryin to say Poshygrl24: yeah i get what ur trying to say... Number1Stunn69: its hard to put it in words Number1Stunn69: but Poshygrl24: but what Number1Stunn69: arent u goin to say somthin else Poshygrl24: what are you expecting me to say Number1Stunn69: do u thinjk im right Poshygrl24: about which part Number1Stunn69: the whole thing Number1Stunn69: tell me wut u agree wit and wut u dont agree wit Poshygrl24: ok. i agree with the whole shy thing and how i need to get over it...but i dont agree with the reasons...i dont know if you mean it to come out that way,but it just sounds kind of...selfish i guess. dont get me wrong,im not mad or anything.. Number1Stunn69: u there Poshygrl24: but u know me and u know how i am,and i dont wanna feel like i have to do something other than kissing to get ur attention or whatever...thats not me at all Number1Stunn69: wutever i didnt mean it like that but thats the alonely way i see that u can get over it Number1Stunn69: but wutever do wut u want Number1Stunn69: well wut r u tryin to say Poshygrl24: i dont think you get it...maybe i dont wanna just 'get over it'....im not the kind of person whos just gonna change the way i am to satisfy someone elses wishes... Number1Stunn69: that all u want to do is kiss Number1Stunn69: u fuckin told me that u hate being like that Number1Stunn69: wutever i dont care Number1Stunn69: do wut fuckin want Number1Stunn69: be shy dont let guys come into your life Poshygrl24: yeah,most of the time i do hate being like that...but its not that easy to just change..especially if its for someone else's reasons and not your own...and obviously you do care so dont try and kid urself by saying you dont Number1Stunn69: so u r sayin that i am being selfish and that i want u to do it for me Poshygrl24: im not saying youre being selfish...i just dont think you understand Number1Stunn69: i do its just u dont want to change Poshygrl24: i do.....but im not gonna force it...did it ever occur to you that the shyness might be a little deeper Number1Stunn69: like that somthin happen to u Poshygrl24: no not like that Number1Stunn69: than wut Poshygrl24: its not exactly somethin i like to talk about,cuz it sounds really dumb...and even if i did,youre the last person i'd wanna talk to about it Number1Stunn69: y u got to say that Poshygrl24: because its just stupid,and knowing guys in general,youd make fun of me...maybe not to my face but you'd definately make fun of me Number1Stunn69: tell me i would never make fun of u outside of us Poshygrl24: no cuz youll just sit there laughing Number1Stunn69: of coarse we joke around but not with somthin that is serouse like this Number1Stunn69: just tell me Poshygrl24: its too hard to explain online Number1Stunn69: no its not u just r tryin to get out of it Poshygrl24: no im really not...id just rather talk about it in person or something Number1Stunn69: please tell me Poshygrl24: i will.... Poshygrl24: just not now Poshygrl24: i promise Number1Stunn69: when Poshygrl24: whenever i talk to u...i dont know Number1Stunn69: when Poshygrl24: whenever we get around to talking Number1Stunn69: o Number1Stunn69: ALRIGHT WUTEVE Poshygrl24: dont get an attitude..jeez Number1Stunn69: WELL IM OUT CAUSE U DONMT WANT TO TALK BOUT SHIT ONLINE SO LATER Number1Stunn69 signed off at 11:49:05 PM. posted by Some Ceen at 12:43 AM

		wTuesday, December 10, 2002
		sry i fell asleep posted by Some Ceen at 8:02 PM

		wMonday, December 09, 2002
		Rachel, your unconscious mind is driven most by Resistance You approach the world with your guard intact because unconsciously, and perhaps consciously, you want to maintain an element of control in your relationships with people. You tend to hold your private experiences just out of reach of others. You're not one to immediately show all your cards, to let people into who you really are until you're ready. Unfortunately, that sometimes means you also hide things from yourself. You may find that your desire to remain guarded backfires, affecting your self-awareness. Why are you like this? It's possible that you act in this manner because of a deeply-rooted fear of being exposed, or of truly expressing yourself. To protect yourself from this fear, you act in the opposite manner — you are guarded. There is a certain respect that comes with resistance, an unconscious understanding that the human psyche is very vulnerable. We all feel we have a lot to hide, and you are not one to be intrusive or thoughtless about how you approach sensitive topics with others. Therefore you inspire a sense of safety in others when they are around you. Your psyche is very deep, very rich, and the more you can let yourself know (both the good and the bad), the more you will be able to appreciate who you really are. Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Resistance, there is much more to who you are at your core. posted by Some Ceen at 7:45 PM

		wSaturday, December 07, 2002
		im up bro but idk if u are....lol posted by Some Ceen at 12:53 PM

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		yes....and a longer ride later!!! lol hehe ill call u tomm....if i get up before 4 lol its 3 AM right now...who knows when ill wake up....lol posted by Some Ceen at 3:03 AM

		wThursday, December 05, 2002
		yes we did. posted by Some Ceen at 7:22 PM

		wWednesday, December 04, 2002
		hehe. why dont u ever talk in person? posted by Some Ceen at 7:35 PM

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		man i was so exxxcited after drama cuz matt drove by he was droppin jimmy off at baseball..so i called him and i was like hey did u jus drive by? and hes like yeah where are u? and im like by the cafeteria. so he comes back over to talk to me.....and doesnt talk. kathrine was laughin the whole time cuz we were like yeah....so......uh huh....so......it was so lame. we never talk in person. im so sick of this shit. bah humbug posted by Some Ceen at 6:11 PM

		wTuesday, December 03, 2002
		ok heres what happened w/matt so far..its why i was in a bad mood....i didnt feel like retyping everything so jus read this: rastamelodies: so what guy put u in a bad mood? Poshygrl24: WHO DO YOU THINK!? lol rastamelodies: matt? Poshygrl24: duh. rastamelodies: what did he do now? Poshygrl24: we got in another fight... Poshygrl24: again Poshygrl24: its getting so redundant Poshygrl24: but we made up...agani rastamelodies: wanna send me the convo Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: it was on the PHONE this time!! arent u proud of me!? lol rastamelodies: woot for u Poshygrl24: lol rastamelodies: i this related to the blogger post? Poshygrl24: which one? rastamelodies: the dinosour one Poshygrl24: oh no this is about today..how he was gonna come over.. rastamelodies: care to elaborate? Poshygrl24: nah. im over it Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: hes callin me later and we're gonna talk some more Poshygrl24: cz he had to go eat dinner rastamelodies: what happened? Poshygrl24: we got in a fight about him comin over..cuz he was gonna come here but then i had to eat and put away groceries and stuff so he went off on me about how i dont care about him and stuff and i was so mad all i could muster was 'whatever' and that pissed him off and he hung up on me Poshygrl24: and i guess he expected me to call him back but i didnt Poshygrl24: and then 20 min later he ims me and goes 'why do you try to act like u dont care' and then im like im gonna call u Poshygrl24: so i called him and hes convinced that i dont care about him at all and that i try to act all hard and stuff...im like ' where are you getting this!?' and we just talked about shit thats been wrong....and we made up of course. and of course it was cute. i just cant stay mad at teh little bastard theres more but ill jus tell u later posted by Some Ceen at 6:53 PM

		wMonday, December 02, 2002
		OMG im so proud of you for not agreeing with her and starting more shit..good job mikey. posted by Some Ceen at 7:36 PM

		wSunday, December 01, 2002
		I'm HIV+ Can I Give You A Hug? Fears Mark World AIDS Day Virus Could Evolve and Mutate; 3.1 Million to Die by Year's End be scurred. lol posted by Some Ceen at 11:41 PM

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		or lack thereof? hehe jk oh yeah...harry said ~wwlmwjdgi for life!~ Women Who Like Men Who jdgi. maybe means DOLFANsince1985: just dont get it posted by Some Ceen at 11:36 PM

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		dont worry about it...i told her he's just gonna use her,if anything. of course she dont believe me,but shes gotta learn from her own mistakes...so whatever happens,happens. but im watchin out for her. shes gonna be in orlando this weekend so thats one less weekend she'll be with him lol yeah. i might call u later,if im not sleepin. im tired as fuck. i been goin to bed at 3 every night this week....so bye posted by Some Ceen at 2:46 PM

		wSaturday, November 30, 2002
		matt gave me a goodnight kiss.....la la la........lol he came by for like 45 min....yay! lol posted by Some Ceen at 11:54 PM

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		fuck u! lol. im pissed at matt right now....i think im slowly gettin over him posted by Some Ceen at 6:15 PM

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		why do people suck? cuz theyre all on vay-cay? posted by Some Ceen at 3:53 PM

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		oh man....i got some stories for ya.....ill call u later posted by Some Ceen at 12:38 PM

		wMonday, November 25, 2002
		GunJam29: did you miss me 2day? Poshygrl24: not at all....why? were u not at school or something? GunJam29: yea, i was home all day sick Poshygrl24: oh. im sorry GunJam29: really? Poshygrl24: sure GunJam29: aww GunJam29: i can feel the love in the room, Poshygrl24: i bet GunJam29: how was your day? Poshygrl24: great GunJam29: y? Poshygrl24: jus....shit didnt suck so bad for once GunJam29: wow Poshygrl24: lol GunJam29: Nopw wonder you actaully feel conmpassion for me Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: dont flatter yourself. who says im not a good liar? GunJam29: i'm a funny kid, i know GunJam29: me Poshygrl24: ? GunJam29: 754-296-3547 Poshygrl24: is that..... ur 10 favorite numbers of all time? GunJam29: nope GunJam29: its a number GunJam29: brb Poshygrl24: o0o0ohhhhhhh is that how old u wanna be when u die? posted by Some Ceen at 5:22 PM

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		no its just you. lol posted by Some Ceen at 5:03 PM

		wSunday, November 24, 2002
		Poshygrl24: u wanna read that convo or no lol rastamelodies: sure lol Poshygrl24: k go to blogger rastamelodies: im not sure what to say Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: that bad? rastamelodies: i normally know what to say cuz i play like guidance counselor to all my friends, but im jus at a loss for words right now Poshygrl24: thats a bad thing isnt it lol Poshygrl24: cuz ur NEVER at a loss for words lol rastamelodies: i dunno, like i dont wanna say what im thinking, b/c i dont wanna mess things up for you Poshygrl24: go ahead Poshygrl24: i know hes sayin shit like that to just hook up and thats it Poshygrl24: ..right? rastamelodies: ok, Matt has a typical self projection image distortion mixed with self esteem problem Poshygrl24: english please rastamelodies: he cant fill his brothers shoes rastamelodies: so he acts all hard to hide it Poshygrl24: yeah i see that too rastamelodies: and when hes with a girl, he starts letting things slip, but he has problems putting histhoughts into words Poshygrl24: lol thats what law said rastamelodies: so he gets frustrated rastamelodies: but then i also see him playing this tohis advantage to get sympathy, i mean, there could be genuine feelings here, but there also could not be, its hard to tell with people like matt Poshygrl24: i know!! ahhhhhh its driving me insane rastamelodies: Cuz he'll throw things like " I want it to be just you and me chillin in my room" Poshygrl24: and then he goes ''not too hook up but jus talk'' rastamelodies: thats not all thats going to happen if u r alone with him in his room rastamelodies: im sorry, but thats the truth Poshygrl24: yeah ok Poshygrl24: i know Poshygrl24: but he couldve done something if he wanted to...i was in there for like 5 min and he jus blew me off lol rastamelodies: thats my whole take on the situation Poshygrl24: But his intelligence level is low enough (no ofeense) that he might actually mean what he's saying and just doesn't know how to express himself. Poshygrl24: thats what law said lol rastamelodies: thats a possibility, the only way to find out is to spend more time with him, but u gotta remember not to stress like u r about this Poshygrl24: yeah rastamelodies: just let things go, if it works out great, if not, it was for the best Poshygrl24: yeah posted by Some Ceen at 11:16 PM

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		what confuses me sooooooooo much is how he and all his friends are all about hookin up or w/e....and matt knows im not like that. so if he thinks he can just take advantage of me like that....then he will graduate with no penis. but if hes serious....then hes on drugs lol posted by Some Ceen at 11:02 PM

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		damnnnnnnnnnnnnn u must really be bored and lonely lol so do u think matt is full of shit or do u think he means some of the shit he says. i cant figure the bastard out lol posted by Some Ceen at 6:58 PM

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		where the hell do you even find all those quizzes u loser! posted by Some Ceen at 3:46 PM

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		well..heres what ur ''good luck with matt'' brought....lol posted by Some Ceen at 2:05 AM

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		[11/23/2002 8:19:50 PM \| Joey ] Poshygrl24: hey Number1Stunn69: y u aint answer your phones Poshygrl24: right now/ Poshygrl24: ? Poshygrl24: my cell phone is in my room..im in ali's room but im online so the phone line is busy Number1Stunn69: i called like 20 min. ago Poshygrl24: yeah ive been talking to harry online...we got in a huge fight so i been tryina work things out Poshygrl24: sry Number1Stunn69: o well wut u doin tonight Poshygrl24: nothing..im not allowed. my mom's pissed at me cuz i slept till 4 30!! LOL Number1Stunn69: so u cant do anythin Poshygrl24: nope Poshygrl24: grr Number1Stunn69: wutever i'm so sick of this shit Poshygrl24: what shit? Number1Stunn69: between me and u Poshygrl24: wtf are u talking about? Number1Stunn69: nothin forget Number1Stunn69: it Poshygrl24: no. tell me. im so sick of ppl sayin stuff like that and then not talking about it. if somethins buggin u jus tell me instead of being gay about it Number1Stunn69: no i really want to chill Number1Stunn69: but ofcorse u get in trouble Number1Stunn69: so wutever Poshygrl24: for the gayest reason...she always bitches at me when i sleep in. i cant help it if she has a problem w/it Number1Stunn69: wutever this is just to messed up Number1Stunn69: between us Poshygrl24: just because i got in trouble? or is there more than that Number1Stunn69: more Poshygrl24: so then what is it? Number1Stunn69: i dcant even say into words wut me and u have together Poshygrl24: whats that supposed to mean? Number1Stunn69: u always talk yet we never fuckin chill Number1Stunn69: i want to kno right now are we friends or more Poshygrl24: half the time im in trouble for something gay or im hangin out w/my friends...and i really dont know what we are. i cant figure u out Number1Stunn69: well how do u feel bout us Number1Stunn69: i need to kno Poshygrl24: i like u but i cant figure u out. sometimes ur so nice and other times u just act weird. like last night i was gettin kind of annoyed that u wanted to sit in ur room all night instead of hanging out Number1Stunn69: if i hooked up wit some girl would u get mad Number1Stunn69: just sayin Poshygrl24: prolly not..cuz its not my business what u do..we're not going out or anything so i think it'd be gay if i got mad about it..if i were a guy and hooked up with someone and some chick got mad about it id just be like 'fuck u we're not going out so why are u mad'....but im prolly jus sayin that cuz thats what happened to my friend Number1Stunn69: well i dont want to Number1Stunn69: i want it to be u no one else Number1Stunn69: i guess that wont happen Number1Stunn69: so u aint gona say anythin Number1Stunn69: wutever fuck this Poshygrl24: i really dont knwo what to say Number1Stunn69: na forget wut i sadi Number1Stunn69: said Poshygrl24: fine. if ur gonna act gay about it then find Poshygrl24: fine Number1Stunn69: ok Poshygrl24: ok then Number1Stunn69: u are the one not fuckin writen back Number1Stunn69: wutever Poshygrl24: what am i supposed to say to that? u dont even like me and ur saying stuff like that Number1Stunn69: u act like such A BITCH somtimes Number1Stunn69: i do thats wut i am sayin Number1Stunn69: dam Poshygrl24: how am i the one acting like a bitch? we finally hung out last night and u locked urself in ur room all night! Number1Stunn69: first of all aint no one locked the door Poshygrl24: u know what i mean Number1Stunn69: second of all u acted really gay Poshygrl24: how was i acting gay?! Number1Stunn69: so i was like she aint intersted wutever Poshygrl24: how can u say that? Number1Stunn69: how can i not Number1Stunn69: ever time i touched u it seemed like u rather have been somwhere else Number1Stunn69: so i was like ok i'll leave Poshygrl24: omg i was joking about that! what was i supposed to do? hook up with u in front of my sister? like that wouldnt have been fucked up or anything.. Number1Stunn69: no did u even try one thing Number1Stunn69: last night Poshygrl24: what were u expecting me to do? Number1Stunn69: nothin forget Number1Stunn69: i want me and u to chill in my room Number1Stunn69: not to hook up Poshygrl24: stop saying that!!! dont keep bringing shit up and then just saying 'forget it'. cuz obviously you have a problem with me and if u really care then youll talk about it instead of acting like a baby and avoiding it Number1Stunn69: but just to talk with out them being there Poshygrl24: well u couldve..but when i went in ur room u jus blew me off Poshygrl24: so i was like fuck it he doesnt wanna talk to me so ill jus leave Number1Stunn69: could i come over and talk to u are no Number1Stunn69: like outside or somthin Number1Stunn69: or are u in lock down Poshygrl24: i wish..it'd be a lot easier. but my mom is here and shes kinda pissed at me...shes not exactly in a good mood lol sorry Number1Stunn69: so yu cant even go outside to talk Poshygrl24: no my moms pissed at me Number1Stunn69: o Poshygrl24: sorry Number1Stunn69: just cause u slept in till 43 0 Poshygrl24: yeah..she gets bitchy at me cuz i 'waste my life away sleeping all the time' Number1Stunn69: ok Number1Stunn69: so wuts the deal between us Poshygrl24: i dont know Number1Stunn69: dont sat say u dont kno Number1Stunn69: say somthin else Poshygrl24: i cant..i really dont know. its not one of those things im just saying to avoid answering the question. the whole thing is confusing Number1Stunn69: on a scale of 1-10 how much do u like me Number1Stunn69: i wont get mad at wut u say Number1Stunn69: i really got to kno Poshygrl24: i dunno..like an 8 or a 9 lol thats a weird question Number1Stunn69: no its not Number1Stunn69: i cant get anythin else out of u Poshygrl24: ok well then how much do u like me Number1Stunn69: 9.5 Poshygrl24: very funny Number1Stunn69: thats y this is bother me so much Number1Stunn69: i swear on my moms life Poshygrl24: so why are u just saying this now? i honestly didnt think u liked me at all Number1Stunn69: y would i lie bout somthin important like that Number1Stunn69: the i do care about your feelingas Number1Stunn69: feelings Poshygrl24: i dont know...for awhile i thought u just thought i was easy cuz of what i said in the library...but then i was like ok why would he talk to me and waste his time talkin to me on the phone for a long time if he just wanted an easy hookup. and then i was like maybe he just wants a hookup and knows he wont get it till he convinces me he cares....i thought it was fucked up like that for a long time...thats the truth Number1Stunn69: to tell u the truth i like u since the day after the libary Number1Stunn69: no lie Poshygrl24: why though Number1Stunn69: i dont kno u did too Number1Stunn69: is that tru Poshygrl24: yeah i liked u since like the 3rd week of school or something Number1Stunn69: was thatm before or after the libaray Poshygrl24: before Number1Stunn69: so how can u say y bout me like u after Poshygrl24: what do u mean Number1Stunn69: u said y did i like u after that day in the libaray Number1Stunn69: yet u liked me before Poshygrl24: yeah i liked u before...and i said that thing to u cuz i liked u but i ususally dont say stuff like that to guys cuz i get all shy and stuff..so i pretended i was joking around so it wouldnt be weird...but i wasnt joking around. and i really think that if i hadnt said that u wouldnt talk to me cuz i think at first it gave u the wrong idea Number1Stunn69: o Number1Stunn69: dam i want to see u Number1Stunn69: to talk bout this Poshygrl24: yeah i know..i wish u could come over... Number1Stunn69: y u got to sleep all the time Number1Stunn69: j/k Poshygrl24: lol i dont even know why i slept so long..i wasnt even tired last night..maybe it was stress lol Poshygrl24: so what are u doing Number1Stunn69: i think i might have people over Poshygrl24: o cool Number1Stunn69: since we aint doin nothin Poshygrl24: yeah posted by Some Ceen at 1:55 AM

		wSaturday, November 23, 2002
		oh jeebus. lol posted by Some Ceen at 7:11 PM

		wThursday, November 21, 2002
		GunJam29: hey Poshygrl24: hey GunJam29: whats up homey? Poshygrl24: bored Poshygrl24: tired Poshygrl24: angry Poshygrl24: u? GunJam29: excited GunJam29: hyper GunJam29: happy Poshygrl24: super GunJam29: yup GunJam29: y are you angry? Poshygrl24: ok..u ready for this? GunJam29: yup Poshygrl24: that movie... omg what a waste of time.im so pissed Poshygrl24: cuz there was this movie on tv i wanted to watch..but mommy MADE me watch spidershit and i fell asleep cuz it was so boring now im tired as fuk GunJam29: thats no reason to be pissed Poshygrl24: and this guy is buggin me GunJam29: who? Poshygrl24: this guy i kinda like GunJam29: who? Poshygrl24: someone GunJam29: name please? Poshygrl24: someone who is a desperate rapist asshole GunJam29: me? Poshygrl24: def not GunJam29: o, ok Poshygrl24: someone i wouldnt mind reproducing with cuz i know the fate of the human nature wouldnt be doomed except if i were to reproduce with him,people wouldnt stand upright anymore..theyd be sitting in little balls and theyd get around by rolling GunJam29: jeez GunJam29: sorry Poshygrl24: no ur not GunJam29: i'm sorry that you hate me Poshygrl24: no ur not GunJam29: yes i am GunJam29: y do you hate me? Poshygrl24: cuz GunJam29: no seriously, whats your problem w/ me? Poshygrl24: idk GunJam29: ok, being total serious now GunJam29: what would you do if i kissed u? Poshygrl24: smack u up Poshygrl24: beat the shit outta u GunJam29: seriously? I'm being total serious right now Poshygrl24: so am i GunJam29: ok GunJam29: y don't you like me? Poshygrl24: as what GunJam29: as a hookup/boyfriend Poshygrl24: fo real? ur not my type at all GunJam29: really, not even for a fling? Poshygrl24: no. sorry GunJam29: y? Poshygrl24: cuz...idk Poshygrl24: i know u too well...ur not my type... GunJam29: ok ok GunJam29: i was just wondering Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: sry if im being kinda mean Poshygrl24: <--BAD MOOD GunJam29: you are Poshygrl24: uh huh Poshygrl24: sry posted by Some Ceen at 10:39 PM

		wWednesday, November 20, 2002
		yessssssssss i talked to him for 45 min!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol posted by Some Ceen at 4:46 PM

		wMonday, November 18, 2002
		nah i didnt call him cuz im talkin to him online......read this!! Poshygrl24: hey Number1Stunn69: sup Poshygrl24: nm u? Number1Stunn69: same Number1Stunn69: u read my email Poshygrl24: yeah Number1Stunn69: so i got a plan me u and eric and his grl are chillen sat night Poshygrl24: doin what Number1Stunn69: either go otu or see a movie Number1Stunn69: i want to see the ring Poshygrl24: yeah it looks good Number1Stunn69: i heard it was scary as shit Number1Stunn69: and my parents are goin otu of town Poshygrl24: hehe Poshygrl24: u get scared easily dont u Number1Stunn69: yeah Poshygrl24: hehe Number1Stunn69: but i 'll close my eyes Poshygrl24: hehe Poshygrl24: ill hold u if ur scurred Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: haha Number1Stunn69: ok Number1Stunn69: sounds good Poshygrl24: hehe posted by Some Ceen at 8:35 PM

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		WHAT A CUTIE PIE! posted by Some Ceen at 8:16 PM

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		o damn u lol. anyway,HE WROTE BACK!!!! OMG look: Hey i am not mad anymore i wasnt really that mad to beginn with i was just kind of upset i was really lookin forward to hanging out wit u sat. but o well... and ofcoarse we are still friends ...but i hope we can be more than just friends but anyway i gona go give me a call later........ matt posted by Some Ceen at 8:14 PM

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		Yeah i totally agree about the football thing!! :-) ..oh yeah im at lunch right now!! LOL ...so I emailed him that thing last night...he hasnt read it yet. but so far today he's been nice. but its only lunchtime so im still waiting for the inevitable attitude to come up. he gave me this really weird smile before lunch..i dunno whats up w/that lol. but if i go home right after school ill prolly unsend it cuz maybe he'll be nice during 6th hr and i wont have to beg and plead for forgiveness....but anyway,ill talk to u when i get home. i got drama from 5-7 tonight and im definately not anticipating it with a smile on my face.... posted by Some Ceen at 12:26 PM

		wSunday, November 17, 2002
		oh. i never heard u talk about football before.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Poshygrl24: hi Number1Stunn69: fuck u Poshygrl24: are you mad at me Number1Stunn69: hell yeah Poshygrl24: why Number1Stunn69: tHAT WAS FUCKED UP Poshygrl24: what was Number1Stunn69: U THINK THAT I AM LIEING BOUT HANGIN OUT WIT U Poshygrl24: i dont know what to think Number1Stunn69: THAS WA YOUR REASON FOR SELLIN ME OUT Poshygrl24: not entirely Number1Stunn69: WUTEVER Poshygrl24: look. im sorry. i didnt think that would piss you off i said i was sorry Number1Stunn69: ALRIGHT WUTEVER Number1Stunn69: I'M OVER IT Poshygrl24: ok Number1Stunn69: I DONT GIVE A SHIT Poshygrl24: i didnt think so Number1Stunn69: I JUST WONT MAKE PLANS TO HANG OUT WITH U ANY MORE Poshygrl24: fine Number1Stunn69: FINE Number1Stunn69: I GUESS U DONT CARE BOUT ME Poshygrl24: i do. Number1Stunn69: SO JUST LIKE THAT Poshygrl24: like what? Number1Stunn69: U SAID FINE Poshygrl24: so did u Number1Stunn69: U SAID IT FIRST Number1Stunn69: I WAS SHOCKED U SAID IT Poshygrl24: im sorry ive been in a really fucked up mood all weekend and i've been taking it out on everyone. this isnt me. im not always like this. posted by Some Ceen at 6:14 PM

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		Wow. See why cant you be like this all the time? No one would have any reason to make fun of you. See you are smart and have common sense,you just get played as the ditz of the group. And it sux cuz I've been that before and it doesnt feel good when you know youre not... But anyway,I dont know Matt that well. But I feel like I do cuz I'm just throwing him into the stereotype of this asshole popular guy who hangs out with shitheads. Sure,he can be nice sometimes,but I'm just really unsure. And I think I'm scared that if I make plans with him he'll either do one of two things: 1) Stand me up and laugh at me or 2) Show up and act like a dick and try and get more out of me than 'just friends' the first time we hang out....I dont know maybe Im approaching this with a 6th grade mentality. But that's where I am when it comes around to stuff like this. I already told you about all that stuff so I'm not gonna get into it right now...I've even talked to Matt about it a little bit. In general terms though...nothing really specific. And this is gonna sound extremely pathetic,but if I ever got around to hanging out with him, yes I'd probably be a little uneasy about the whole situation,being alone with him and all. But I wouldnt wanna bring my sister with me,cuz honestly he'd probably start liking her. Cuz everyone else has.....And Sarah would just be embarassing. Plus,Matt doesnt like her too much lol. And yes, I've been backing off a little bit for a few reasons. The first is because I've been throwing myself at him,and gave him the wrong first impression and I didnt want him to think I was easy. The second reason is because I really dont know what I'm doing. I dont think I wanna be just friends,and if he ever liked me back I dont think I'd go out with him. Ali said its a waste of time,and we talked about it but we just went in circles. Im so confused...I been sittin around listening to cheesy love songs all weekend..listening to these rap songs that remind me of him too. GOD IM SUCH A BIG BABY!!!! I acted like this in 7th grade when I was in love with dan ott. I need to grow up. And matt read my email and didnt write back. So either he's pissed,or he wants to talk about it later. But I'm assuming hes pissed. I was gonna come home and unsend it but he already read it dammit. God I havent opened up like this in so long! And yeah,I'm happier now cuz I got good friends. You mike harry paolo sean charlie,even laura lol..everyones so straight. I just hope everyone stays that way and stops talkin shit,you know? And I hope ur serious about tryina bring up ur grades cuz you'd probably feel better about urself.... I wish I could write more,but i have like no time left on aol so ima go and ill ttyl!!!! thanks for being a good friend :-) posted by Some Ceen at 3:15 PM

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		its harder to mend broken friendships then it is to make a whole new one wow that was seriously intelligent. i didnt think you were still capable of such feats. lol j/k. but yeah i agree. i wasnt even as pissed off as everyones making it out to be. and it was all sarahs fault so they all need to quit trippin out over it! yeah so i emailed matt. twice last night. the first one was nice..it said Subj: hey Date: 11/16/02 10:32:39 PM Eastern Standard Time From: Poshygrl24 To: Number1Stunn69 hey im sorry about my sister when she answered the phone...i think she was trying to show off or something. shes a bitch. oh well. i wanted to talk to u but she wouldnt give me the damn phone. yeah im really bored cuz theres nothing to do tonight. damn rain. oh well. next weekend will be better. what'd u end up doing tonight? tomorrows supposed to be really cold...yay. lol yeah. i just went to taco bell and now im bored again. so im gonna go and stop writing about my pathetic life lol bye haha u just imed me... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ he read it and didnt w/b then when i was talkin to him,he was acting all fucked up bein all like Number1Stunn69: sup sell out Poshygrl24: hey Poshygrl24: haha i was just about to send u an email Number1Stunn69: wutever Poshygrl24: omg Poshygrl24: dont be mad at me it was raining there wasnt nething to do Poshygrl24: lol Number1Stunn69: no thats fuck up i thought we were gona chill and u chill wit those kids again Number1Stunn69: so we couldnt go to a movie or somthin Poshygrl24: i wouldve Poshygrl24: but they were over here for like 5 hrs Number1Stunn69: wutever Poshygrl24: ahh! stop it Auto response from Number1Stunn69: aint here catch u later Poshygrl24: ur not really mad.. Number1Stunn69: yes i am Auto response from Number1Stunn69: if u are poshygrl24 dont call me anyone else if u need me call my cell... Poshygrl24: OMG stop ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ and then he signed off. so then i wrote him ANOTHER email..and it wasnt so nice lol ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Subj: um ok... Date: 11/16/02 11:39:10 PM Eastern Standard Time From: Poshygrl24 To: Number1Stunn69 look im sorry i said id hang out with you and then hung out w/my friends.but honestly,i dont think you care..you dont have to lie about it just tell me you dont really wanna hang out. u dont have to be nice just cuz i like you. i dont know, maybe im making a big deal about this. but u didnt have to give me an attitude..i said i was sorry. anyway im gonna go...w/b rachel ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ he hasnt read that one yet. i hope i dont piss him off too much posted by Some Ceen at 11:30 AM

		wSaturday, November 16, 2002
		i WAS good...until matt called and sarah answered the phone. she was really being a bitch to him....she put him on speakerphone and was all like 'whats up home dawg' it was so humiliating. i called him back and apologized but i think he was pissed. honestly,ive had enough of this shit. sarahs a bitch and all night ppl have been teasing me about him. i dont really care what they think. im gonna like him no matter how much they call him names and stuff. fat joe was on tv and harry goes THERES MATT!! my mom is like rachel do u really like a fat guy? all night they been like this. its getting old. sarahs still a bitch tho . nothin will change that. charlie is pissin me off cuz all he wants to do is watch boring movies like con air and some shit about nirvana...blah blah blah. but other than that,im good posted by Some Ceen at 8:59 PM

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		how u been posted by Some Ceen at 3:17 PM

		wMonday, November 11, 2002
		its over now. thats all that matters! posted by Some Ceen at 2:37 PM

		wSaturday, November 09, 2002
		yer gay posted by Some Ceen at 3:50 PM

		wSunday, November 03, 2002
		right posted by Some Ceen at 9:14 PM

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		im sure posted by Some Ceen at 10:37 AM

		wSaturday, November 02, 2002
		if you misconstrue that lame convo as ''sending signals'' then youve really hit rock bottom posted by Some Ceen at 6:25 PM

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		or u could sell me out like i do to u ,right? lol posted by Some Ceen at 10:41 AM

		wFriday, November 01, 2002
		dude know wut i jus realized? next weekend is the play. next weekend 8mile comes out. im not gonna have time to see it w/u posted by Some Ceen at 9:39 PM

		wMonday, October 28, 2002
		no habla ingles posted by Some Ceen at 7:45 PM

		wSunday, October 27, 2002
		what posted by Some Ceen at 11:15 PM

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		yes i do..somebody's gotta keep u in check posted by Some Ceen at 3:42 PM

		wSaturday, October 26, 2002
		whats ''the whole thing'' posted by Some Ceen at 5:37 PM

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		youre fucking gay..lying about a girlfriend? are you really that pathetic that ur tryina win her back like that? that is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. but i guess thats ''you'' so ill quit bitchin. h0lla oh yeah is she fucking ryan champagne? that kid is hotttttttttttt posted by Some Ceen at 2:06 PM

		wThursday, October 24, 2002
		i dl that song like a week ago..ur way behind posted by Some Ceen at 4:43 PM

		wTuesday, October 22, 2002
		damn someone has an attitude..he needs a happy pill posted by Some Ceen at 8:59 PM

		wFriday, October 18, 2002
		i feel ya posted by Some Ceen at 7:19 PM

		wSunday, October 13, 2002
		its 3 21 am. im working out. def not tired. gonna be tom. night fo h/c. holla posted by Some Ceen at 3:24 AM

wThursday, October 10, 2002

Well, you're a slacker. Your greatest joy in life is sleeping, and you try to avoid doing work as much as possible. Others are envious of your talent for skating through life doing only half as much real, actual work as everyone else. You're an expert at talking teachers or bosses out of reprimanding you for your apparent lack of effort. On the upside, you won't have to worry about things like repetitive stress disorder or high blood pressure. Your life expectancy is probably pretty high due to this, not that you'll actually accomplish anything, you damn leech.

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posted by Some Ceen at 7:23 PM

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		I took the Riding Insanity EQ Personality Quiz. Click here to take yours! what the fuck was that for anyway? everquest? posted by Some Ceen at 7:21 PM

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		posted by Some Ceen at 7:12 PM

		wSaturday, October 05, 2002
		i thought u might enjoy this:... Poshygrl24: ur signed in to school mation? darth sheep: i was darth sheep: i needed to check out my super awesome picture Poshygrl24: 0....it still says u are Poshygrl24: hehe darth sheep: this is because i am omnipresent Poshygrl24: yes darth sheep: you know me, i wanted to check all my homework so i could get an early start Poshygrl24: thats waht i thought darth sheep: that way if i had any questions i could call a study group together Poshygrl24: so smart darth sheep: we could order a pizza and wear party hats Poshygrl24: definately darth sheep: or i could call the teachers and have a rousing discussion about poetry or something, or maybe do some extra research just for kicks darth sheep: get an early start on my thesis for my PhD darth sheep: THE OPTIONS ARE LIMITLESS Poshygrl24: i think that is the superest idea youve ever come up with darth sheep: it is darth sheep: superest Poshygrl24: yes darth sheep: dont worry i'll add that to the dictionary darth sheep: they trust me Poshygrl24: ok thats wonderful darth sheep: your opinion was not required but i can add that as well Poshygrl24: ok Poshygrl24: you do that darth sheep: k darth sheep: will do Poshygrl24: yes posted by Some Ceen at 1:27 AM

		wWednesday, September 25, 2002
		i couldnt understand what u said at the end of the msg....and yeah i know i gotta change it my mom has been bitchin at me for it......and tims profile is a song silly posted by Some Ceen at 8:05 PM

		wTuesday, September 24, 2002
		pos.....u phag major posted by Some Ceen at 5:17 PM

		wFriday, September 20, 2002
		no dammit u suck. youre gonna look like a smurf ridin low w/blue neons. ur sucha gay!!!!! posted by Some Ceen at 7:05 PM

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		NO posted by Some Ceen at 4:17 PM

		wThursday, September 19, 2002
		Poshygrl24: hey wolfpk27: yes mikes home wolfpk27: hes goin to the gym now tho Poshygrl24: o ok Poshygrl24: no i didnt wanna know if he was home silly.....i jus got off the phone w/him! Poshygrl24: i wanted to say hi silly wolfpk27: right wolfpk27: kk bye Poshygrl24: i swear! Poshygrl24: dont be hatin wolfpk27: lol on what Poshygrl24: me! Poshygrl24: ur so mean to me wolfpk27: cause u act messed up Poshygrl24: why?! Wolfpk27: cause ur hooked on the long dong of mine Poshygrl24: yes. i want you to penetrate me with ur thrill drill Wolfpk27: haha i gotta use that one Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: dont steal! i have copyright Wolfpk27: oooo k Poshygrl24: lol Wolfpk27: im going to the gym, ill call u when i get home Wolfpk27: - mike Poshygrl24: okies Poshygrl24: tell him to clal my cellie first Poshygrl24: 954-701-0135 posted by Some Ceen at 8:39 PM

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		yeah like he said that...... posted by Some Ceen at 5:44 PM

		wTuesday, September 17, 2002
		german penpals + little hatian girls = good clean fun posted by Some Ceen at 8:59 PM

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		i think im turning japanese posted by Some Ceen at 8:59 PM

		wMonday, September 16, 2002
		i fix posted by Some Ceen at 5:39 PM

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		what the FUCK aRE YOU smoking posted by Some Ceen at 5:15 PM

		wSaturday, September 14, 2002
		WillWrkFoFood: ur sucha bitch Poshygrl24: ur a fat hoe WillWrkFoFood: your a mother fucking cock sucker Poshygrl24: youre a cunt rag WillWrkFoFood: your a cum eater Poshygrl24: you cant eat it stupid WillWrkFoFood: you can if u watned to.. WillWrkFoFood: you can freeze it!! check out the freezer in the laundry room Poshygrl24: if ur blown in the face w/chunks would u eat it? Poshygrl24: ok u go and have cum cubes. call me when u realize its not applesauce posted by Some Ceen at 7:23 PM

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		thats the dumbest thing youve ever said posted by Some Ceen at 7:23 PM

		wFriday, September 13, 2002
		ur not ever driving me anywhere posted by Some Ceen at 4:01 PM

		wThursday, September 12, 2002
		im home now...karaoke rawks! ali came in first place this time!!!! shes advancing to the finals :-) hehe......and oh yeah i hope u realize that if u take ur driving test tomorrow morning you'll miss the ppsat. just htought id remind ya posted by Some Ceen at 12:40 AM

		wWednesday, September 11, 2002
		ur a fuggin dumbass...im never driving w/u. and no u cant call me cuz i prolly wont be home posted by Some Ceen at 6:01 PM

		wTuesday, September 10, 2002
		i heard...i also heard u were goin 30 in a 15 mph zone lol. i drove today. i was worse than EVER!!!! i couldnt drive in a str8 line,i almost hit a construction worker,and almost ran into the house across the street. hopefully ill never drive again. posted by Some Ceen at 6:08 PM

		wFriday, September 06, 2002
		read ur religon book.......pg 19 i think...the chicks story posted by Some Ceen at 4:58 PM

		wThursday, September 05, 2002
		why posted by Some Ceen at 6:46 PM

		wWednesday, September 04, 2002
		Test Drive 'EverQuest' Secaucus, N.J. (Katrillion) -- Since many people wouldn't go near a game like "EverQuest," "EverQuest" came to them this summer. The EQ Invasion Tour, which is in essence, a truck filled with computers running "EQ," has been driving cross-country over the past couple of months, showing off Sony's massively multiplayer online role-playing game (MMORPG) to the gaming masses. David Schwartz, 12, ran across it at a local Best Buy. With the help of "EQ" guru Kevin O'Hara, David took control of a character and began to rid the countryside of monsters. A giant spider ran away from him, but a gopher snake wasn't fast enough. David easily won the battle, and gained the experience. Each character starts off as a "bunny hunter," fighting little enemies like spiders and bats. As they get more powerful they attack bigger enemies, or team up with other online players to attack the very powerful. The community of people playing the game almost becomes a bigger draw than the game itself. Parked at the right locations, up to 30,000 people could see the "EQ" truck in a given day, O'Hara said. The truck wasn't hooked up to the rest of the "MMORPG" world, so no Level 54 Druids could muscle out the Level 1 newbies. For people not brave enough to play, there were previews of two new games. "Plains of Power" is an expansion pack to "EverQuest" which lets explorers go into the realm of the "EQ" gods. "EverQuest 2" is a whole new game with graphics so advanced the characters actually breathe. The water in the original looks like tie-dyed cloth, in "EQ2" it looks like a pool of mercury. David isn't a big role-playing fan, and is used to playing straight-ahead action games like "Crazy Taxi" and "Medal of Honor." "And I guess 'EverQuest' now, too," he said, converted by the Invasion. posted by Some Ceen at 4:59 PM

		wSunday, September 01, 2002
		hey man i gotta talk to you...ill be gone all night though so ill call u tomorrow aight? holla posted by Some Ceen at 5:40 PM

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		DOLFANsince1985: what u doin DOLFANsince1985: u seem busy SeXyCoWgiRL696: nah im jus talkin to wilsman and u and lookin aat some websites SeXyCoWgiRL696: not busy DOLFANsince1985: i see DOLFANsince1985: theyre both more important than me i take it... DOLFANsince1985: geez SeXyCoWgiRL696: no!! SeXyCoWgiRL696: lol SeXyCoWgiRL696: im not busy SeXyCoWgiRL696: seriously DOLFANsince1985: mmm hmm DOLFANsince1985: u love mike DOLFANsince1985: thats why ur not talkin to me - DAMN SeXyCoWgiRL696: shut up u know thats not true DOLFANsince1985: the second one is not true, the first one is SeXyCoWgiRL696: I DO NOT LOVE MIKE silly DOLFANsince1985: yuup DOLFANsince1985: yes u do DOLFANsince1985: i remember u told me SeXyCoWgiRL696: yeah..right..and then after that i claimed to be jennifer lopez...right? DOLFANsince1985: no DOLFANsince1985: britney spears DOLFANsince1985: i slapped u for taking her name in vain DOLFANsince1985: but u didnt feel it much cause u were so wasted SeXyCoWgiRL696: right SeXyCoWgiRL696: and then i gave you a lapdance while i was wearing my cowboy hat SeXyCoWgiRL696: i remember now.... SeXyCoWgiRL696: or not DOLFANsince1985: u wouldnt do that SeXyCoWgiRL696: i also wouldnt say i love mike SeXyCoWgiRL696: lol DOLFANsince1985: fine SeXyCoWgiRL696: i win! SeXyCoWgiRL696: lol DOLFANsince1985: can i think that ur a lesbian until u prove me wrong SeXyCoWgiRL696: no!!!!!!!!! DOLFANsince1985: why not - its fair game SeXyCoWgiRL696: no its not! DOLFANsince1985: yes it is DOLFANsince1985: you are lesbian SeXyCoWgiRL696: what if i asked u if i could assume that u were a flaming homosexual until you proved me wrong SeXyCoWgiRL696: stop it thats so mean! DOLFANsince1985: i will think so until u prove me wrong SeXyCoWgiRL696: no! SeXyCoWgiRL696: dammit DOLFANsince1985: u would prove u wrong DOLFANsince1985: i would** SeXyCoWgiRL696: how DOLFANsince1985: see its fair game SeXyCoWgiRL696: no its really not DOLFANsince1985: i think so DOLFANsince1985: wait are you really mad - or playing SeXyCoWgiRL696: im gettin annoyed cuz i know im not a freakin lesbo cuz thats fuckin wrong..so stop it DOLFANsince1985: i know ur not too SeXyCoWgiRL696: so are you just deliberately trying to piss me off???? DOLFANsince1985: no i was seeing if u would really prove me wrong SeXyCoWgiRL696: and how would i do that DOLFANsince1985: lol i dont know SeXyCoWgiRL696: u gonna pay a lesbo to hit on me adn see what i do SeXyCoWgiRL696: gayyyyy DOLFANsince1985: how does anyone prove to someone else theyre not gay DOLFANsince1985: no fool - nevermind - u dont get it DOLFANsince1985: its ok i was just playing DOLFANsince1985: im sorry if i am annoying you SeXyCoWgiRL696: well first of all you odnt have to prove it to anyone...and second im not making out w/some random guy just to prove a point to you DOLFANsince1985: ok ur right im wrong DOLFANsince1985: sorry SeXyCoWgiRL696: u better be SeXyCoWgiRL696: :-P DOLFANsince1985: i really dont think that SeXyCoWgiRL696: u better not SeXyCoWgiRL696: ! DOLFANsince1985: if i did then i would try to get u to make out with another girl DOLFANsince1985: but i know ur not cause u love mike DOLFANsince1985: and thomas SeXyCoWgiRL696: stop it dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SeXyCoWgiRL696: andi found a new freshman SeXyCoWgiRL696: lol DOLFANsince1985: sweet DOLFANsince1985: i only like 2 SeXyCoWgiRL696: lol DOLFANsince1985: really only one - the other is just cute SeXyCoWgiRL696: lemme guess....2 little boys DOLFANsince1985: yuu[ DOLFANsince1985: yuup SeXyCoWgiRL696: youre so transparent SeXyCoWgiRL696: lol DOLFANsince1985: i know DOLFANsince1985: what can i say DOLFANsince1985: u know me too well SeXyCoWgiRL696: yeah lemme tell ya ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ahhhhh he was totally pissin me off! im not a fuggin lez!!! posted by Some Ceen at 2:40 AM

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		whats that all about??????? posted by Some Ceen at 2:35 AM

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		SchpincPimper2K: was mike saying anything tonight SeXyCoWgiRL696: saying anything? about what? SchpincPimper2K: unusual SeXyCoWgiRL696: describe unusual SeXyCoWgiRL696: cuz u know with mike....everything is a little unusual...j/k SchpincPimper2K: anything SchpincPimper2K: what was he talking about tonight SeXyCoWgiRL696: nothing really SchpincPimper2K: oh SeXyCoWgiRL696: why SchpincPimper2K: just wondering SeXyCoWgiRL696: oh..did y'all get in a fight or somethin? SchpincPimper2K: no SeXyCoWgiRL696: oh SchpincPimper2K: i am gunna go to bed SeXyCoWgiRL696: k SchpincPimper2K: u can call if u wanna do sumthin SeXyCoWgiRL696: k SchpincPimper2K: goodnight SeXyCoWgiRL696: night SchpincPimper2K signed off at 2:06:10 AM. posted by Some Ceen at 2:34 AM

		wSaturday, August 31, 2002
		ok ill just tell him that i couldnt do that to my sister...it would be too weird.. anyway,i wasnt too bored last night....it was better than being at home!! lol anyway i jus got up,i might go back to sleep......bye posted by Some Ceen at 2:16 PM

		wFriday, August 30, 2002
		shit. i got myself in DEEP with this one!!!! what am i supposed to say!!!! i need help! and be serious,i dont need ur sarcastic shit right now.... Holy shit i am so confuzed again.......ok get me srtaight i am like in love with ali right! ok well um no there is a huge um thingy yeah thats it um well i guess it was a bad idea to bring up the thing about really liking you over the summer and still now.....well ok not bad but once again i am confuzed this is gonna sound corny but um im begining to like you again(my life is not fair) this is so very wierd right well i dont no wut to do anymore i like your sister and you ugh klsdsldklsdkksadvoijrr(hitting the keys out of confusion) but i dont think i have a chance with neither you or ali......i swear i wana like slam the door on my head.....lol ugh P.S. if you read this before school takl to me about it please im so confused...... luv ya, thomas WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!?!?! posted by Some Ceen at 6:36 PM

		wTuesday, August 27, 2002
		Korn Beat It Upright Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down) Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down) Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) I will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground) Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die Help me stay alive The time is right I want to feel it good tight I'm down to do this all night I'm gonna deel it up right I'll behave Oh my god Make me beg My god Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my god) Come on beat my ass for fun (get down, get down) Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (get down) Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground) Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die Help me stay alive The time is right I wanna feel it good tight I'm down to do this all night I'm gonna beat it up right We're gonna ride I got my tongue inside and outside now Don't try to run and hide Yes it's true what they say about my kind Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down) Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down) Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground) Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die Help me stay alive The time is right I wanna feel it good tight I'm down to do this all night I'm gunna beat it up right posted by Some Ceen at 8:40 PM

		wMonday, August 26, 2002
		remind me to tell u my dead black boy joke posted by Some Ceen at 11:49 PM

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		haha ppl @ the beach were making fun of me saying i act shy and modest so ppl think im innocent but really naughty so i can lure guys in im like WTF ARE YOU SMOKING?!?!?!?! LOL anyway ima see if i can go out to blockbuster and rent the hobbit....50 bucks says its been checked out already posted by Some Ceen at 6:17 PM

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		Unifutbol: u r so hot Poshygrl24: ? Unifutbol: yeah Unifutbol: i saw a picture of u last nite Poshygrl24: where????? Unifutbol: i dunno Unifutbol: but u were like topless Poshygrl24: huh? Unifutbol: yeah Unifutbol: u havent seen the picture thats going around Unifutbol: they put ur face into a topless body Unifutbol: ha Poshygrl24: what are u talkin about? Unifutbol: u know how everyone has been really havin fun w. those picture things Poshygrl24: no Unifutbol: remember mine, with the priest, u have 1 topless Poshygrl24: yeah Poshygrl24: who made it Unifutbol: no clue Unifutbol: trully Unifutbol: but dont worry u look extremely good Poshygrl24: ok? Unifutbol: im just joking Unifutbol: i just wanted conversation Unifutbol: so how was summer Poshygrl24: right.... Poshygrl24: um it was kinda gay Unifutbol: yeah Unifutbol: as um.. gay as mike law Unifutbol: do u still like him Poshygrl24: hes my best friend? Unifutbol: i know Unifutbol: but i mean as more than a friend Poshygrl24: no? Unifutbol: ok? Poshygrl24: ? Unifutbol: so whats up? Unifutbol: ? Poshygrl24: sparknotes Unifutbol: im obsessed w/ the ? mark ? Poshygrl24: no? Unifutbol: ok? Unifutbol: i was just in that Poshygrl24: wha Unifutbol: hey whats ur schedule Unifutbol: hobbit Poshygrl24: hobbit can suck my dick Poshygrl24: ummmm hold up Unifutbol: yeah Poshygrl24: 1-Anatomy -Blanco 2-Geometry- Grant (definately gettin that one changed...) 3-British Lit- Melnicoff 4-Physical Science-Cinelli *****B LUNCH********** 5-Global Studies-Minor 6-US History-Littlefield 7-Drama-Kennedy Unifutbol: nada Unifutbol: ur like really good in science Poshygrl24: o Poshygrl24: no not really Poshygrl24: thats always been my worst subject,along w/math Unifutbol: but u suck in math Poshygrl24: yeah my point Unifutbol: hey thanks for telling mike Poshygrl24: no prob Poshygrl24: btw me and him are goin out Unifutbol: really Unifutbol: wasnt he w/ ummm Unifutbol: katie Poshygrl24: awhile ago Unifutbol: no way Unifutbol: ur such a liar Poshygrl24: swear! Unifutbol: how long Poshygrl24: 2 weeks Unifutbol: thats not that long Poshygrl24: i know Unifutbol: oh Poshygrl24: but we're making it forever Unifutbol: by going really far Poshygrl24: yeah and getting married after high school Unifutbol: thats just wrong Poshygrl24: i confessed my undying love for him and he felt the same and the rest is um..history? Unifutbol: hey rach Poshygrl24: wanna know something gay Unifutbol: u dont think mike was really pissed at me for that Poshygrl24: no Unifutbol: ok Unifutbol: good Unifutbol: shoot Poshygrl24: ? Poshygrl24: oh! um me and him already came up w/names for our kids Unifutbol: what Unifutbol: is javier 1 of them Unifutbol: or andrew Poshygrl24: no...if its a bout its gonna be either hunter or caleb..and a girl will either be alexandra or andrea Unifutbol: ok y the fuck hunter or caleb Unifutbol: thats just bad Poshygrl24: or luke Poshygrl24: nah its great Unifutbol: that 2 Unifutbol: well they r ur retards Unifutbol: i call kids retards Poshygrl24: sorry its not javier. i didnt want our kids to become flaming homosexuals...and grow up hating the world Unifutbol: little mikes runnin around Unifutbol: o i c Unifutbol: yeah Unifutbol: that makes sence Unifutbol: my parents didnt quite think of that Poshygrl24: ya Poshygrl24: brb Unifutbol: ok Unifutbol: i wont Unifutbol: im a kill myself Poshygrl24: right.. Unifutbol: ok posted by Some Ceen at 5:53 PM

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		DOLFANsince1985: how was ur hide tanning session Poshygrl24: lol Poshygrl24: great Poshygrl24: i got pretty dark DOLFANsince1985: me too DOLFANsince1985: but i didnt have to go in the sun Poshygrl24: hahahahaha posted by Some Ceen at 5:47 PM

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		Poshygrl24: bilbo baggins can suck my dick masterfunktim: why masterfunktim: :) Poshygrl24: cuz hes gay. and i call him dildo masterfunktim: haha Poshygrl24: yeah yeah yeha Poshygrl24: and all of the 'queer little hobbits' had an orgy at dildos house Poshygrl24: i changed the whole book around to make it more interesting masterfunktim: ok masterfunktim: i thought bilbo was the only hobbit in the story though Poshygrl24: yeah so what its easier to call them all hobbits masterfunktim: oh i c Poshygrl24: theyre all gay and the whole story is a symbol for gay america fighting against society's predjudice against them,represented by Smaug masterfunktim: wow,thats um...deep posted by Some Ceen at 5:46 PM

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		dude i had sooooooooo much fun!!! ummmm ryan king,meghan ewing,lucia lapaz,steve callahan,britney avey,jen stark,mary apple,steven lujan,chris sheehan,andrew kennedy,mike lesnett,shadae icantspellherlastname..lol..um melodie barthe,and um me went. it was great. we rode in the back of chris's pick up truck and ryan king tried to steal 5 bags of ice from the gas station. umm there was a huge fucking sting ray in the h2o i was sooooo scared andrew was makin fun of me bad. grrrrr then everybody decides ''hey lets all jump off the pier!!!!!' so me and andrew decide to keep watch in case the pier guy saw them....when we were like 'HEY JEN!! COME HERE!!' (the code that he was watchin them) they all did front flips off the pier. It was great.yeah...and um ill just tell u the rest on the phone..if i have any more exxxciting stories...like the one about britney being a lez...ima go lay out now....holla posted by Some Ceen at 2:56 PM

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		monday august 26 (thats today)-go to commercial pier 11-3.....lotsa ppl are going. cya there flamer posted by Some Ceen at 1:16 AM

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		DOLFANsince1985: have u seen serving sara? SeXyCoWgiRL696: no SeXyCoWgiRL696: have u DOLFANsince1985: no DOLFANsince1985: wanna see it? SeXyCoWgiRL696: no SeXyCoWgiRL696: lol DOLFANsince1985: grrrr DOLFANsince1985: what else DOLFANsince1985: cause of me or the movie? SeXyCoWgiRL696: the movie looks gayyyyy DOLFANsince1985: so the movie DOLFANsince1985: unless its me AND the mooooovie SeXyCoWgiRL696: no jus the movie DOLFANsince1985: liar SeXyCoWgiRL696: swear DOLFANsince1985: fuck SeXyCoWgiRL696: u DOLFANsince1985: u said swear DOLFANsince1985: shit SeXyCoWgiRL696: oh! lol i get it SeXyCoWgiRL696: sorry SeXyCoWgiRL696: i meant 'i swear' SeXyCoWgiRL696: duh DOLFANsince1985: hope not too often SeXyCoWgiRL696: lol SeXyCoWgiRL696: all the time DOLFANsince1985: thats not good SeXyCoWgiRL696: lol sowwie DOLFANsince1985: i dont like girls that swear DOLFANsince1985: u should be SeXyCoWgiRL696: ok i am DOLFANsince1985: sweeet DOLFANsince1985: ill forgive u SeXyCoWgiRL696: k good SeXyCoWgiRL696: :-P DOLFANsince1985: DONT do it again SeXyCoWgiRL696: i wont SeXyCoWgiRL696: if i do u can spank me DOLFANsince1985: yay! SeXyCoWgiRL696: whoops i didnt mean to type that...my fingers have a mind of their own i swear DOLFANsince1985: on ur ass? SeXyCoWgiRL696: def. DOLFANsince1985: dont swear! DOLFANsince1985: u sweared!! SeXyCoWgiRL696: sorry! DOLFANsince1985: i owe u 1 SeXyCoWgiRL696: ***i promise SeXyCoWgiRL696: ahhhh! DOLFANsince1985: remind me i owe u one ass tap SeXyCoWgiRL696: okkkkkk DOLFANsince1985: swearer SeXyCoWgiRL696: tattle tale DOLFANsince1985: im gonna make u my bitch DOLFANsince1985: yay i have a bitch DOLFANsince1985: how exxxciting SeXyCoWgiRL696: hey no fair! DOLFANsince1985: hey im leaving my cousins DOLFANsince1985: bye mah bitch SeXyCoWgiRL696: bye loser DOLFANsince1985: im goin to mah krib DOLFANsince1985: talk to you then SeXyCoWgiRL696: holla DOLFANsince1985: if ur still up SeXyCoWgiRL696: kk DOLFANsince1985 signed off at 1:01:28 AM. so the moral of the story is if you swear you become brown boy's bitch. give him apple pie and make him shut his hole. posted by Some Ceen at 1:15 AM